So what IS my deepest, darkest sexual fantasy, you ask…
My answer to you is… STRANGER/STRANGER SEX!
This is, has been, and always will be kept as a fantasy to be enjoyed only in my mind. As much as I am tempted, I would never put myself in such a position of potential danger. Especially in this day and age of psychopaths, rapists, murderers, serious std’s, and AIDS.
But just THINKING about this type of uninhibited sex with strangers makes me wetter than a rainy day in the tropics!
And of course, I mean BAREBACK sex with strangers! (Why not, since it’s only a fantasy in my mind? )
This particular fantasy of mine started back when I was 18 or 19 or thereabouts. I remember, because my then boyfriend (and first lover) had a collection of Playboy, and other porn magazines strewn around his house and while he was busy out in the garage, I was busy in his bedroom getting off to various magazine articles, forums, and hot pics!
I remember, in particular, a couple of Hustler articles (with pics, of course! ) about these bars that held amateur stripper contests. And about the women who participated and then got carried away by the enthusiastic response of the bar crowd when they started masturbating on stage and encouraging the bar patrons to join in with them… The horny men would literally line up to finger, lick, and fuck that one very horny woman! OMG! I would imagine that I was her, that dozens, or even hundreds, of horny men of all ages, races, shapes and sizes wanted to fill me with their hot cum!
Through the years, this fantasy in my mind grew a life of its own. Not only would I keep replaying that hedonistic bar scene over and over and over, but I would add to and embellish it… Not only horny straight men would use me for sex, but now horny women would too! I loved to imagine a woman French-kissing me, eating me, fingering me, making me cum… Or multiple people (male and female) using me all at the same time… Dozens of hands, tongues, and cocks all over and in my body! Swimming in the hot sticky love juices of so many people in one session!
Then one night on some TV talk show (I don’t remember which one), they interviewed a woman who was making a porno where she would be fucked by 1,000 men! OMG! I almost came just hearing about it! I could only imagine what that would be like: 1,000 “strange” cocks and cum in me!
Back in reality land, I’ve only actually experienced “strange” sex a couple of times, both many years ago, both times with only one person in relatively safe conditions. Was it as hot as my fantasy? HELL, YES!!!
In a different, safe world I would want to fuck just about any and every person I come in contact with! In this real world, however, I realize that if I ever tried to do this, I would likely be dead in a month. If a murderer or AIDS didn’t get me, I would simply die from exhaustion! But what a way to go!